After finding out that I was one of the reasons she wasn’t allowed to stay, it hurt me badly. It made me feel as if I was nothing but trouble to her. I know how much she wants to stay, so it was a sucker punch to be one of the reasons she has to leave.
I’ve always wanted to give her all that she wants, but I’ve failed, miserably. But this one’s the worst yet.
I just hope she’ll be okay.
I love her, and I’m hoping she knows.
