May 2012
1 post
“If only you understood earlier. If only you realised that I actually cared. If...”
March 2012
1 post
“I’ve never felt so cold inside before.”
February 2012
10 posts
“At the end of the day, everything will be alright.”
“Seeing you smile made my night.”
January 2012
7 posts
“Every minute spent not talking to you is 60 seconds wasted.”
December 2011
7 posts
Here's to a new beginning.
Sabrina Ahmad Azhar.
You’re leaving tomorrow, in less than 24 hours. Previously I thought it won’t affect me that much, you’re just gonna be away for awhile, before you come back. But then I started to realise how much I’ll miss you.
I started to think of how we talk in every hour, for every day. How we call each other every night before we sleep. How we talk until late...
Happy 25th month sayang. I love you so much.
I’ll miss you when you’re away but I’ll stay strong. I’ll try to be here for you at all times. I’ll wait for you to come home, I will.
I’m seeing you later, and I can’t wait. I just want to hug you so badly.
I’m just hoping that when I see you in your prom dress, looking beautiful, we’d forget tonight and enjoy ourselves. T
he only reason I’m going is you, so it’ll kill me inside knowing you’re not happy. I’ll be waiting for that night. The night I get to slow dance with you. The night where all my attention goes to you.
I love you Sabrina, and I can’t...
November 2011
20 posts
I’ve tried keeping it in, didn’t work.
I’ve tried letting it out, didn’t work.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
“You tell me that I only post things up when I’m sad. Give me a reason to...”
I never wished for anyone else. I never wanted anyone better.
You really broke my heart this time. I’m trying to be the best that I can be but it’s not even enough.
You’re not perfect but I’m sure there’s a reason why I’m with you. Maybe because we complete each other. Like how we’re the total opposites, so we have a little bit of everything.
...
Fuck this.
I’d love to tell you how I feel right now. It’s just so hard for me to explain it in words. It’s just a whole lot of pain in my heart.
I’ve tolerated so many things. Whenever you call me late, I’m fine. Whenever you reply late, I’m fine. Sometimes when you want me to stay up, I’m fine. Whenever you do the things that will usually get you mad when I do it,...
“The least you could do is make the effort to salvage something from it and not...”
“Sometimes I wonder why I even bother trying.”
2 Years.
It’s 21 minutes till our 2nd anniversary together. How time flies. I remember first noticing you. We played a game called Yardsale together and got closer because of it. Coincidentally, I asked you to be mine while we were watching our friends play Cluedo. Our relationship sure has a lot of “games” in it.
Over the past two years, you’ve played games with me, mentally and...
Appalling
I don’t understand how you, as a mother, can treat your kid like that. It’s obvious he/she doesn’t want it, why do you keep pushing her to leave?
I just hope she comes back a stronger person, and a much better person than you.
I’m disappointed at how you handled this situation.
Sorry, I just needed to let this out.
“You’ll never know how much it hurts when the person you love ignores you...”
“When there’s nothing left you can do, you just sit there and hope for the...”
“Every time you don’t pick up a call, or reply a text after a long period...”
After finding out that I was one of the reasons she wasn’t allowed to stay, it hurt me badly. It made me feel as if I was nothing but trouble to her. I know how much she wants to stay, so it was a sucker punch to be one of the reasons she has to leave.
I’ve always wanted to give her all that she wants, but I’ve failed, miserably. But this one’s the worst yet.
I just...
“It pains me to hear your discontent about something, without being able to help...”
I knew it was too good to be true. Now you’re sad again and I’ve absolutely no clue on how to cheer you up.
September 2011
10 posts
“I patiently waited for you. But all I got was blame.”
Question.
Can someone tell me how to cheer a person up without knowing the reason for their sadness?
Right now I’m just clueless and not sure of how to cheer her up.
“When the going gets tough, I’ll just be thankful to know you’re by...”
“I called to hopefully cheer you up a little. It didn’t work at all, did...”